Maybe you will come back and look at this and laugh or something. I hope that that will be your reaction, and that you will be somewhere better.
I wake up everyday feeling bad about something, and I can't put my finger on it. Its not just one thing but a lot of things altogether, and I wake up feeling like I've got a rock in my heart or something.
Its like I dread something, and feel guilty, and I doubt myself all at the same time.
And at the same time, the future is clouded, and that I know why, but its frustrating, and I desire at least a peek, but its difficult.
I'll get through this, and see you on the other side to read this again someday.
And I'll laugh.
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