Miss that guy, and all the rest of you, hehe, I'm so busy reading and studying..
damn nice, cried twice at the start.
Sorethroat went down.
It was a quite good day, tuesday, finally wrote an accepable lit essay.
Been having quite weird dreams recently. These are the bits I remember.
This first dream:
blurry, can't remember much, but I remembered walking behind Vivien and a homeless guy in shabby clothes and a hat in an abandoned carpark. We were going down the spiral bit. It was multi-storey, and somewhere in the evening. Everything was grey, and as she looked down at a person below walking past on the sidewalk alone, she turned to the homeless man and said,
People are not inherent failures. People fail because they choose to fail.
The I woke up.
This is the second:
blurry, again. But each time I remember something its in clear detail. This time, a thunderstorm, howling wind and artillery thunder. Ernie, Shelley and I stand in a grassy clearing fringed by trees. Its muddy and wet. We approach two round boulder which I instinctively know to be Shelley's parent's graves. We clean them by wiping them of the mud, and when we are done, voices from behind me say
thank you.
Then I wake up.
This is the third:
blurry a third time. The Whole Ho family is going home from a vacation. We are each carrying baskets. They are full of... necklaces. All the necklaces are the same, made out of bones and small skulls that can fit into your palm with ease, bones, skulls, and bright green gems. There are many of these identical necklaces, and among them, intricately carved teapots in oriental styles.
I forget the rest, then we are back at a shop. I small, sparse one, like those that sell handphones. I am talking to a young man and an ah lian. She tells me I smell like durian. ( I ate some that night )
I wake up.
This is the fourth, and the worst that I dreamt of last night:
Blurry, again, and I can remember that the bits I forgot are full of dark things and sorcery. I remember walking on a pavement at night. the road is on my right, and a row of bushes on the left. I walk past the streetlights. All is silent, no cars, nothing. Then, something screams from behind me. Its an Aye-Aye, only more demonic, with longer claws and without the bushy tail. It grabs my ankles and tries to tear out the flesh. I try to run and kick it off but it keeps screaming and laughing maniacally.
I wake up to hear a faint knocking sound on my door.
and I am very, very scared.
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