You know, its been a hella' long time since i last posted.
Haha, guess i should restart now that im linked all over the place by my friends.
Well, you'd like to think that I'd start of with a happy post since its my first in a long time.
Nah. Come on
but I was...am...Was less yielding. I get angry , and then i get angry that i get angry , and i like being angry cause it makes me feel so alive.
Its a problem, I'm looking into fixing it. Nobodys perfect. And if you think you are, close this window and go shove your head in a food processor, cause thats what you're worth.
Okay, so we argued, and I'm not gonna say why.
Why? Cause normal people have something called PRIVACY and FEELINGS. live with it.
So bottomline is, I'm angry, I'm a taurus, And i have a habit of enjoying being angry.
So i ignore her for 6 days. until something stops me.
Wait , lets go through these 6 days.
Day 1-2:
Nothing much, both ignoring one another...
Day 3:
Its national day. Festive moob makes her apologise maybe? I get one sms, but still don't answer
Day 4: I still don't reply, or pick up any calls
Day 5: Study at Mel's. Don't reply, skip skip skip...
Ah heck , I don't feel like carrying on.
Why bother? People are cruel, vindicative, and they don't care about other peoples feelings.
One day i hope i will wake up to find the world changed.
That we can all live without fear of being ourselves.
I need to stop getting so angry.
Its not good, and I'm afraid i won't be able to control myself one day.
"Of the seven deadly sins, anger is probably the most fun.To lick your wounds.To smack your lips over grievences long past, to roll over your tongue the prospect of bitter confrontations still to come, to savour the last toothsome morsel both the pain you are given and the pain you are giving back - in many ways it is a feast fit for a king. The chief drawback is that what you are wolfing down is yourself. The skeleton at the feast is you." -Frederick Buechner
Haha, guess i should restart now that im linked all over the place by my friends.
Well, you'd like to think that I'd start of with a happy post since its my first in a long time.
Nah. Come on
but I was...am...Was less yielding. I get angry , and then i get angry that i get angry , and i like being angry cause it makes me feel so alive.
Its a problem, I'm looking into fixing it. Nobodys perfect. And if you think you are, close this window and go shove your head in a food processor, cause thats what you're worth.
Okay, so we argued, and I'm not gonna say why.
Why? Cause normal people have something called PRIVACY and FEELINGS. live with it.
So bottomline is, I'm angry, I'm a taurus, And i have a habit of enjoying being angry.
So i ignore her for 6 days. until something stops me.
Wait , lets go through these 6 days.
Day 1-2:
Nothing much, both ignoring one another...
Day 3:
Its national day. Festive moob makes her apologise maybe? I get one sms, but still don't answer
Day 4: I still don't reply, or pick up any calls
Day 5: Study at Mel's. Don't reply, skip skip skip...
Ah heck , I don't feel like carrying on.
Why bother? People are cruel, vindicative, and they don't care about other peoples feelings.
One day i hope i will wake up to find the world changed.
That we can all live without fear of being ourselves.
I need to stop getting so angry.
Its not good, and I'm afraid i won't be able to control myself one day.
"Of the seven deadly sins, anger is probably the most fun.To lick your wounds.To smack your lips over grievences long past, to roll over your tongue the prospect of bitter confrontations still to come, to savour the last toothsome morsel both the pain you are given and the pain you are giving back - in many ways it is a feast fit for a king. The chief drawback is that what you are wolfing down is yourself. The skeleton at the feast is you." -Frederick Buechner
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