i kept thinking abt the time she talked about going to a park and watching the stars with him.
I kept thinking about how i cant play the guitar well.
I kept thinking about how larry owned me.
I kept thinking about how no one understood me
and it all piled up till i couldnt take it anymore and..maybe just cried one tear to sleep.
before that i was trying to wtite a song cos u cna only write a sad song if youre sad and I;ve wanted to write one for a long time.
i got this far:
Don't try to see what I see
to see through these eyes
Is to see what I see
Cos I see through your lies
then i just couldnt think of anymore lyrics and i kept thinking too much.
anyway...i woke up today and its a little better..
Oh yea..
and during sports day i kinda might've helped anna lose her i-pod..
yea....
I carried their bags down for em and maybe i left it there
damn i should stop being like that...it makes bad things happen..
anyway.. gotta go...
bye.
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